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Have you ever encountered an event or situation where you wish it was only a dream, and that you could wake up from? Usually I wish it was the dream that would come true. Not this time though. I've put myself in a position where I wish I am still dreaming and that I could wake up from this bad dream one day. While bad, I wish I don't wake up too. I wonder, sometimes, how something or someone can make you so happy, but so sad at the same time. Can that even happen? Sometimes, I wish I could refrain myself from indulging in a situation such as this one. Why does someone continue to do something when they know it's bad? Do we really need to get hurt in order to learn? Or is life really too short to worry about things that may not even happen? I'm lost! I don't know where to go from here or how to handle this. I know hanging on would not do my welfare any good, but I'm not willing to let go. I just hope, hoping real hard, that one day, I'll come to my senses, walk away and never look back.