Decisions, decisions, decisions..

I HATE MY JOB!!! That's what I've been telling everyone ever since day one. But I will be doing what I hate for the fourth year now. So really, do I hate my job? People don't seem to think I hate my job. They just think I hate being where I am right now. But I do. I hate my job. I hate having to put on make up and look like a freaking chinese opera actress and tying up my hair and I hate having to wake up and sleep at odd hours and I ABSOLUTELY, TOTALLY hate being nice to freaking assholes whom think they own the freaking industry. Not even the company, the industry! People, please realize that real people with real money don't behave like monkeys like you do. But as much as I hate being nice to idiots, I love being nice to nice people too. Just recently, I met a newly wed couple on board from Frankfurt and they told me they were going to be in Singapore for the first time. I brought a friend and we met up and we brought them around. It's sure nice having to meet different people from the other side of the world. :) Jess seems to think I want a promotion. I don't. I just liked them. And whenever, I'm off, I try to attend courses. Sis thinks I'm crazy to be attending courses on an ever so precious off day. I mean, it's free! Plus, you get to gain knowledge. Isn't that a good thing? As much as I hate my job, I enjoy the perks and benefits that come with it. I mean, since I am not willing to do anything about it just as yet, why don't I make the best out of it, for now? Rather than complain and whine and bitch and then get suspended by the company for saying too much on Facebook. Therefore, I need to set a timeline. I need to know when I want to quit and make sure I get a job before I quit. I just need to know what I want to do. * siGh * I don't even know what I like or want to do. How like that!?! I need to start searching, look around. I NEED TO, I NEED TO. I've been telling myself that for the past God knows how long ago. I just really need that discipline to act on it! Cousin seems to think airlines is the BEST job. But nehh, if I don't quit, I'll never know. I'll never be satisfied being in here. I want to achieve something more. I want to put my brains to use. So, yes! I need to decide!