WHEN ALL HOPE IS LOST,

KEEP FAITH,

STAY STRONG,

BELIEVE!

HELP IS ON IT'S WAY

YOU JUST NEED TO WAIT

AND I AM, EVER SO PATIENTLY..

I remind myself the above, all the time, every time, when things don't go my way. It's something I came up with. I guess you'd tell yourself all sort of things when things go awry, just to comfort yourself, to keep sane. I hate having to rely on other people and I especially hate the idea of begging for sympathy. * siGh * And things haven't been going my way lately. At least, not going the right way. I don't think I've ever felt so helpless in a long time. I am stressed out. I really am. So, I keep telling myself that things will eventually fall into place. I have always believed that things happen for a reason. ALWAYS! I don't think I've ever stuck to a motto as much as I've stuck to this. And yes, things didn't turn up the way I wanted it to because it was a blessing. A blessing in disguise. Sometimes, I ask myself, 'Really? Do I really think things happen for a reason?' Maybe, just maybe I'm saying this to make myself feel better. But no, I do believe with all my heart that things happen for the better. Keep faith. Believe. Hope. Things WILL fall into place because fate has mapped us out.